I can’t be that girl
I can’t be that fan girl you need
I can’t subscribe to your Instagram feed
I can’t donate to your Patreon account
Ten dollars, or
some greater amount.

I promised my mind that today I’d behave.
Today is for housework and leftovers I saved.
Today is for visions I’ve dreamed
and making a difference in my life
Not yours.

I click No.
I can’t be your fan girl today. Xx